Head or Tail?

I currently look like a dead fish.

Was contemplating whether to post a picture of me right now, but I thk it'll be stupid to do that.

I always sneeze when i'm deprived of sleep.

Ytd my syndrome came to it's worst and my nose felt like it was coming off.

These few days in KL is extremely fun.

I'm back for a dental conference in KLCC convention center with a big bunch of PIDC students.

I'm hosting 2 of my classmates, and travelling ard KL with them is so much of fun!

Been shopping a little, bought a new phone (finally) and got to see my family, though very minimal.

Sometimes we reach a crossroad and get indecisive.

Whatever choice we make, we feel like we could miss out some things.

I guess there's hardly a right or wrong decision.

It's just how we walk the path we've picked.

I often flip a coin when I can't decide whether to go for sth or not.

People often tell me that important matters have to be taken into our own hands.

To me, everything has pros and cons.

Mostly it's 50 - 50.

When I can't decide, I let god decide.

Mayb it's a way to make myself feel better when things go wrong, because I never actually make a choice.

I leave it to fate.

Yes, fate, I do believe in it.

Just when I lose Hope, Hope comes for me.

There are moments where I'm lost for words.

Confused. Indecisive.

Fickle.

Selfish. Irrational.

Weak.



I know I'm noone to this world.

But I'm grateful to know that I'm the world to some people.



Do you know me?

It's silly and out of tune,

yet I like it this way.

It puts a smile on my face on a dreadful Monday morning. =)

The beauty of imperfection.

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2	Be Delicious, Shine DKNY
3	Chanel 5, Chanel
4	Diamonds, Emporio Armani
5	Euphoria, Calvin Klein
6	Envy Me, Gucci
7	Fantasy, Britney Spears
8	Flora, Gucci
9	Flower, Kenzo
10	Guess Pink, Guess
11	Happy, Clinique
12	Hugo, Hugo Boss
13	Jadore, Christian Dior
14	Issey Miyake, Issey Miyake
15	Miracle, Lancome
16	Tommy Girl, Tommy Hilfiger



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20	Polo Black, Ralph Lauren
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Postage fee to be beared by customers.

Sabah: RM8.80

Sarawak: RM8.20

Peninsula: RM5.65

Growing up

Today I see the need for ample reading.

I attended to an inquisitive patient who bombarded me with a million questions.

"Which toothbrush should I use" - patient

"Medium is good. Hard toothbrushes cause tooth abrasion, it's not good for yr teeth" - Me

"Why do they produce hard toothbrush then?"

*speechless* "Just as a variety...to give people the options to choose from.." (a really senseless answer)

"Why do I get toothache?" - same patient

"Maybe it's because you have a decay, and you left it so it progressed deeper."

"But the dentist yesterday said my teeth are fine."

*brain storming* "Then it's probably because you never did scaling regular enough, so the calculus accumulates on your teeth, pushing yr gums down. So eventually you feel pain."

*Patient seemed convinced*

Today is the first time in a long time since I wore full formal clothing. I feel as if I'm reborn ed. It's like I'm starting all over again. Back to the newbie who obeys the dress code. And dressing so smartly, I bumped into the Johnsons couple (missionaries from the states) for the first time in NB tower. I'm glad they didn't see me in my sloppy clothing. Sister Johnson enquired about her chipped off filling on the front tooth (11). She asked if she could just glue it back, but unfortunately she can't. She's going to the dental clinic tomorrow to fix an appointment. She was so worried that we wouldn't do a good job because it's her front tooth. We assured her and she left with much relief. I was told that she failed to contact me 2 days back. I guess it's my phone. It hasn't been working well recently. Much apologies to those who tried but failed to contact me. If her appointment is next week, she'd see me in the clinic. I'm posted to Conservstive and Endodontic starting next week.=)

I really suck at resisting temptations.

I promised myself 3 pieces of M&M when I reached out for it.

I managed to push it away for 5 mins but I'm now having the entire bottle in my hand.

Chocolate = Pimples

But it tastes SO GOOD!=(

If only I had better discipline.



I wish otherwise, but with the flow I go.

Letting go

marks a new beginning,

it symbolizes

strength and enlightenment.

People walk in and out of our lives.

Some choose to stay,

some walk out unnoticeable,

while the others, leave their footprints behind.
As much as one's memory can hold,
everything fades with time.
Everything.

Sometimes it's not the decision that matters, it's the intepretation.

It has been days since I've wanted to blog, but never gotten the chance to go abt it. Sometimes when you procrastinate too much, you tend to lose the interest. I just deleted my entire draft as whatever written days back is no longer how I feel presently. Nothing is permanent, as the Buddha teaching says.

Looking back at my old writings makes me realize that I've actually changed quite a bit. Sometimes we really do need to be reminded of the past to reflect who we are today. Honestly speaking, I do not quite like who I've become. I don't know how, why or when I've became this way, but I certainly do not enjoy being the person I am currently. I feel so distant from my inner self. From the person I once was. From who I've always wanted to be.

People do change with time. It is inevitable. However, I'm sure there must be a way to modify these changes.

Jun Shen was kind enough to be my patient.
I was performing hand scaling on him. Satisfactory treatment, though I took a lil long. =)

Andrew took over with ultrasonic scaling.

Andrew's a left hander so he had to pull the entire control panel to the other side.
I'm beginning to worry for myself.

Yvonne came to Penang for the weekend. We had some really good time together, spent too much of money and ate like there's no tomorrow.

Sausages. Too costly.

Extremely good carbonara.

Pork knuckles. Huge.

Chong Ming figuring out how to tackle the meat.

Pork ribs. Too bony.

Healy Mac's, in Straitquay.

Mansion 69

Seafood at Bayan Lepas.

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I may not be the best friend, but I'm one of out the million who cares.
Happy 22nd Birthday. =)



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Tell me and I forget.

Teach me and I remember.

Involve me and I learn.

- Benjamin Franklin