It has been sorta a crazy day for me. I woke up with so much thoughts and worries, it's annoying. I was calculating and estimating the time i could and should allocate for each patient and procedure, it ended up giving me a headache. Hate having a tight tight schedule.
I have never been fast at doing anything, really, but these days I see the need of speed.. I used to enjoy being slow, it feels like i'm living. I liked to eat slowly, walk slowly. I liked to keep water in my mouth for a couple of seconds before i swallow (I don't know the purpose of that). It's just habit i guess. And I came to realize that i do things very slowly in the clinic as well. Well, speed means money in dentistry. The faster u work, the more patients you can take. I have been struggling to be fast, I look at my watch ever so often. It's kinda pressuring. Be glad if u're born a fast person. Seriously.
Anyway, after the not-so-pleasant morning, I made him buy me breakfast and pineapple (my craving) while i chilled on bed. He had to cut the pineapple and it certainly isn't an easy task. Seeing so much of effort put in, it lifted my mood. I guess every once a while u need to know that there're ppl who r willing to sacrifice for u. :) My lips and tongue are so sore from too much pineapple. Gluttony kills.
I brought home some patient work but I guess i don't bother anymore. Things will fall into place somehow, time for a stress-free life. Cheers. ;)
