I couldn't resist...

your musical fall,
along with the cooling breath,
lure me to where you stand..
I can hear you calling out for me,
You soothing RAIN!

Between us lies a GIGANTIC wall..
I couldn't climb,
but i can certainly read.
all over, the grafitti says...

"STOP DREAMING &
Get Back To Your Books!"

The fate of a lazy student during exam period~

If only u knew...

What a day.

2 and a half hours of night sleep; from 4.45am-7.15am.
Jumped off the bed, a short half an hour of washing up and getting dressed for the unwelcoming general medicine paper.
My eyes could hardly open, but they didn't have much of an option.
When i was writing the paper earlier today, it hit me that today's the birthday an old friend. Ytd was also the bday of a very important person to me. So was 2 Sundays back.
I feel deeply sorry that i don't have the time nor credit in my cell phone (for overseas calls) to give these people a good bday wish and some catching up.



Dear beloved childhood friend Daphne,
loving pet brother wei hsien &
dearly missed Luis,


A very happy (belated) birthday, from a friend far across the oceans.

There's so much going on in our lifes right now, that at times we forget to reach out for each other and convey our love. Im sorry that i suck at keeping in touch. I can assure u though, that i do think of and miss you guys from time to time.

The times we spent together, the laughters we had and all the silly things we did; how i wish they're still here.

Lots of love,
Jamie

Dear Jamie..

Exams. Farewell. Financial crisis. Bad hair days. Meals.

There're like a million of things bothering you.
There always will be.
So many things to do with so little time left.
I wonder if you can even make it through.
Somehow things always fall into place in the very end.
Luck luck luck.
I wish it works for you again this time.
If God didn't exist, you'd have dropped out long back.

P.s. Don't take things for granted. God only help those who help themselves.

Eat. Love. Pray.


Love,
Jamie

Once upon a time..

I vaguely rmb how things were btw us. It was perhaps once in a blue moon when u did come across my mind. I've always been occupied with too much. Much more than i can or should handle. But one fine day, i recklessly stumbled upon yr picture, one which tells me that u've finally let it all go. Perhaps we've both done so some time ago, but witnessing it with my own eyes stings a little. I couldn't help reminiscing the good ol' times we once shared. The relationship we built, short yet so promising. I never wanted to look back, as the fact that it could never come back always slaps me in the face. I always tell myself, don't cry because its over, smile because it happened. I used to look at our pictures every now and then. I haven't done so in ages. The other day as i was looking at the picture of u and yr lover, i accidently saw tiny icons of our pictures on the side bar. I stared at them for a tiny while. I never had the courage to click on them. I didn't want to allow old memories to fill me up again, leaving me in pain at the end of the day. I wish, i really really wish i could be there on the day you exchange vows, as this is one promise i've made when we were still close. I most probably would have to break it, for the simple reason that i can never afford the flight ticket. Whatever it is, i wish i will always be one person u'll never wipe out completely off yr memory, because, i know i can never do so with you. Its better to have loved and lost, than never have loved at all. Many years have past, yet I'm still standing by this principle.


Love is everywhere. Why bother dwelling on the past, when u have the present to live, the future to hope.

Subway

Simple, yet irresistible.

It's obviously overpriced, but why do we still go for it?
The most expensive things u could find in the burgers are only the meat (pathetic amount of ham slices/meatballs/chicken meat) and 2 thinly sliced cheese which are pretty small in size too.
Alright, the bread could be expensive, I don't know. But all the other ingredients are cheap!


Vege:
Lettuce
Onions
Tomatoes
Cucumbers
Olives (maybe this is expensive)
Jalapenos
Pickles

Sauces:
Mayonnaise
Olive oil
Vinegar
Mustard
Sweet onion
BBQ sauce



So, tell me, why does it cost so much??

I love Subway soooooo much, I wish it could be more economical.
At least then I could make it my regular food!!

Here's how I like my Subway.

Bread: Parmesan oregano (cheesy with a tinge of Italian herb)
Size: 6 inches is always not enough but i don't thk i can finish 1 foot, nor even afford it
Meat: chicken or turkey, because (darn it) I can't eat beef!
Vege: jalapenos, olives and pickles are compulsory (they make yr burger taste so heavenly!!!!) lettuce is to fill up the space. Tomatoes, cucumber and onions make my burger too bulky, without improving the taste so don't bother.
Sauce: I love it tasty, so I'd basically put in all the sauces. Olive oil and vinegar in particular, I think, make the burger taste really good.



I'm sure we can all make these burgers at home, since the ingredients are easily available in the supermarket.

Maybe one day, I'll bring Subway to home. <3

Up and down

It has been some time since i found sth i wanna share.
I'm currently posted in pedo, dealing with kids. I love watching how the doctors deal with them.
It's almost like they know what the kids are thinking.
All their tricks and intentions. Last Friday i was impressed with how Dr nagendran stopped a 5 yr old girl from crying and he managed to make her sit obediently. She was cooperative throughout
Her treatment. All he did was speaking professionally to her,in a stern yet comforting manner. I can tell that he really likes kids. He looks at them and smiles so happily. I have never seen him smile, not until recently when i got posted in this department, but only when he's ard kids.i treated my first patient last Friday. He is extremely tiny, cute and cooperative, tho a lil too shy. Can't wait to observe, learn and handle more kids, tho some could really be pain staking.

On a lighter note, i finally got my license. Driving test was scary but i'm so glad that everything went smoothly.:)
I won't be updating my blog much as i'll be busy studying for finals. Lets hope that works.

Head or Tail?

I currently look like a dead fish.

Was contemplating whether to post a picture of me right now, but I thk it'll be stupid to do that.

I always sneeze when i'm deprived of sleep.

Ytd my syndrome came to it's worst and my nose felt like it was coming off.

These few days in KL is extremely fun.

I'm back for a dental conference in KLCC convention center with a big bunch of PIDC students.

I'm hosting 2 of my classmates, and travelling ard KL with them is so much of fun!

Been shopping a little, bought a new phone (finally) and got to see my family, though very minimal.

Sometimes we reach a crossroad and get indecisive.

Whatever choice we make, we feel like we could miss out some things.

I guess there's hardly a right or wrong decision.

It's just how we walk the path we've picked.

I often flip a coin when I can't decide whether to go for sth or not.

People often tell me that important matters have to be taken into our own hands.

To me, everything has pros and cons.

Mostly it's 50 - 50.

When I can't decide, I let god decide.

Mayb it's a way to make myself feel better when things go wrong, because I never actually make a choice.

I leave it to fate.

Yes, fate, I do believe in it.