Once upon a time..

I vaguely rmb how things were btw us. It was perhaps once in a blue moon when u did come across my mind. I've always been occupied with too much. Much more than i can or should handle. But one fine day, i recklessly stumbled upon yr picture, one which tells me that u've finally let it all go. Perhaps we've both done so some time ago, but witnessing it with my own eyes stings a little. I couldn't help reminiscing the good ol' times we once shared. The relationship we built, short yet so promising. I never wanted to look back, as the fact that it could never come back always slaps me in the face. I always tell myself, don't cry because its over, smile because it happened. I used to look at our pictures every now and then. I haven't done so in ages. The other day as i was looking at the picture of u and yr lover, i accidently saw tiny icons of our pictures on the side bar. I stared at them for a tiny while. I never had the courage to click on them. I didn't want to allow old memories to fill me up again, leaving me in pain at the end of the day. I wish, i really really wish i could be there on the day you exchange vows, as this is one promise i've made when we were still close. I most probably would have to break it, for the simple reason that i can never afford the flight ticket. Whatever it is, i wish i will always be one person u'll never wipe out completely off yr memory, because, i know i can never do so with you. Its better to have loved and lost, than never have loved at all. Many years have past, yet I'm still standing by this principle.


Love is everywhere. Why bother dwelling on the past, when u have the present to live, the future to hope.